Damn you! That's what I feel like to say to Wan. He's still like always. This evening I met him. Like always we chat for a while. He with his life. Me with my life.

And at the end of our talk, he told me that I still like the old days. Never change. I has change a lot he said.

Argh! His saying makes me wanna shout the damn word. Are you sure Wan? Or you're the one never change at all.

But then, when I think about it, I start the uneasy atmosphere first.

I still remember how I hate being asked by a senior of mine about the final year project done by me. At that time I did about sprout. I know she had done her master about that topic. One of the way for me to know more about sprouts and its procedure, I need to ask her.

I know where I can meet her. At the lab in the evening. She at that time is continuing her PhD on bunga kantan research.

I don't know what she ask me but I feel threaten. I'm been defensive. Then she assured me that she just asking not more than that.

After a while doing business, now I understand what it's all about. Asking questions are the great way to know what you really want.

I never ask myself why I want to do business. Then how can I strive in the world of challenging?

Just now I read somebody asking how he can improve his sells in his business. I try to ask. Then I have an instinct what will happen next.

Asking make people feel vunerable. I ask him who he is targated customer. Than, actually I too wonder what he is ask? Ah.

Me with the notion in the first place. I should not intefere in the forst place. It's not my game anyway. All people in there are great people. They are at the different leauge. Why should I walk along with them?

I choose one school of thought that is BRC. Then I will dig in what it's all about. Why should I care about others?

I want to implement it in my work. I don't even care to tell people about it. I will show it anyway. I've seen the way I should work.

I ask and I get my answer.

Here I go!