Being The Company

It's a chalenging to work in a company. Here I'm. Work as a CEO in a company. At first I feel the rebellious inside me. I don't want to listen to people. I'll do what I'll do. But then when to think about it, I need to turn down my ego.

Before this Wan had adviced me to lower down my ego. He said that I was easily distracted by things I jealous about.

At first I was angry. He himself is like that. But then, when I think again, he is right. I was easily distract by the success of other people. How can I be like this? Maybe because I never look at the success of myself. I feel like I was lower than earth. Which I'm not.

I can go further. I know I can. Ah I just need to be discipline in all of my action.

Bukhari Ramli had said that he had the attitude of keeping RM200 in his wallet. He will look at the rich people things. He feel he can go further.

I'm thinking like that too. I know I can.

After taking my paradigm to the another level, now I understand how important it is to read the motivational books. Cliche people will said that reading al-Quran alone is enough. Well, I do agree on that. No argue on that.

But. Yeah there is but. I want to enhance my knowledge more in motivation. Writing is part of it. I know when I write my true feeling on my lappy, I do improve my thinking.

Right now. Although my English has been long downgrade since, I still now I can write better. Oh well. My writing can be better and better. Furthermore, how can I achieve success if I never know what is failure. One cannot compare when one don't have the baseline of comparison.

It's been a long time since I want to be good in writing English. I admire how people can write good in English. I fascinated by the article written in English. But that doesn't mean I can't read Time Magazine. The level of the language still I can read.

It's just my writing and speaking has lowered down a lot. Maybe because of me love to read in BM?

I know to be a better writer I need to read a lot. And then I need to write a lot. Well, I wish this is a good start for me write back in English.

I need to refer back my English book. English itu Mudah. I've read it once but I never know why my English never since going up. Uh. I know I can for further.

Anyway, back to the company story. Haha. I chit chat long long away.

Uncle and Hamzah do help me a lot in decision making. I learn a lot in making my progress here in KL. I know there is need for me to unlearn what I've learn.

I need to keep myself updated with basic knowledge. I need to prepare myself better. Or else I will be kept down with nothing to do. Or I can say I will be broke.

Time writing is better than words writing? Well, it's up to the writer it self to choose.

I choose time because with that I can stick to myself that I can write every single that 10 minutes.

Don't waste my time on thing I can't go with. Well, I hope my writing has inspire you to write more.

Thanks for listening to me.